Monday, July 10, 2017

June 28, 2017- Day 11

Today did not go the way I planned, but it was a good day. 

I started the day in Standard 8 because their teacher was coming in late. I did spelling with them, and facilitated a Sparkle spelling game with their words. I switched to Standard 7 and did the same thing. I moved from Standard 8 to 7 because the two teachers teach two subjects each, and then switch to the other standard to teach those same two subjects again. I also organized their cabinet (one for each class), which was a hot mess. 

After lunch, the teacher came back, so I was able to go help paint the playground Bill built. It got paint all over me, and that was rotten because the paint was iron oxide (not safe, and difficult to get off). But, I had fun doing it!

After painting, I went to Kindergarten and did my paper bag kite project with the kids. They loved it! I had so much fun watching them run and fly the kites behind them. It's very cool to bring this project from my preschool class in America to kids here in Africa. 

After dinner, despite feeling so tired and drained, I went to devos with the team. It was fun to dance with the kids to worship music. I absolutely loved singing "It Is Well" with these kids. I had one hand in the air in worship, while my other hand was being held by one child, while yet another leaned into me. Such a precious time of worship. 

After worship, as Jessi started to give her testimony, I saw Faith (with the broken hand) holding Jacklyn (little 1 year old baby). She was fussing, so I motioned to Faith, asking if I could take her. She nodded 'yes', so I took Jacklyn and sat down. She started to fuss again, so I stood up and rocked her. She put her head against my chest, rubbing her sleepy eyes. She kept lifting her head, so I walked into the darkness, out of the light. As I stood, rocking this baby from side to side, I looked up into the African night sky. I was amazed at what I saw. Though cloud-covered, it was beautiful. I felt privileged to be standing there with this now sleeping child in my arms. It was a beautiful moment as I listened to her breathing. I loved getting to carry her back to her house momma's bed in the little room they share. 

And I loved praying for her as I walked. I also loved saying 'goodnight' to the boys.

I learned today that the boys are not circumcised until 8th grade. Outside of Each One Feed One, it is a terrible ceremony, performed in front of many people. There is singing and strange things that happen, and it often happens while they are on breaks from school. Each One Feed One sends the boys to a clinic to have it done in private, and then they stay there for two weeks to recover.

I was thinking today about FGM (female genital mutilation). For the girls, it happens on breaks from school. Heads are shaved and they're forced to work in the fields. I can't imagine what it is like for them to endure this....It breaks my heart to know that they are enduring it.











Sunday, July 9, 2017

June 27, 2017- Day 10

In devos this morning, Johnny said about Psalm 3, "We need to praise Him while being attacked by the enemy." David did. He praised God while being chased by Saul to be killed.
Lord, help me to praise you while being attacked by the enemy. 
5:14 p.m.
I got to do a little painting and manual labor this afternoon. It was to get the playground finished. I also did some things for Kindergarten: I made a 1-100 counting chart, remade their class roster and birthday chart, and made a list of their circle time routine to help the teachers remember what to do at circle time. It's crazy that they don't know some of the children's birth dates. It's different than in the United States. Most everyone there knows their birth date...but, not here.

While in Kindergarten today, I also put their books upright on the shelf, changing their position of being stacked on top of one another, unable to see what books are in the closet. They're also much easier to access now.

Prayer this morning with the ladies in the clinic was beautiful and very powerful. I want to hear from God the way Juliana hears. I want to be so close to Him that I know for sure when He speaks.

The children here are so precious. I already do not want to leave them. I want to be in every moment, not missing a thing. Leaving in two days will be tough.

9:00 p.m.
Before dinner tonight, we started to give the babies baths. I think we only got two done, but it was a sweet time, though one wanted nothing to do with a bath.

Lines from a song I heard today keep playing in my head:
"Love like you're not scared
Give when it's not fair
Live life for another
Take time for your brother
Fight for the weak ones
Speak out for freedom
Find faith in the battle
Stand tall but above it all
Fix my eyes on you, on you
I fix my eyes on you, on you"
What does it look like to do these things?

On a different note, when I sat with Wilson tonight at devos, loving on him, I felt like a momma. And as I walked the porch of the clinic, Emily's eyes caught mine and she lit up and threw herself onto me in a hug. That little girl...I love her so much.

And Wilson...his shirt was ripped on both sides from his armpits down to his waist. I took it to sew it, but a man who was helping to fix the sewing machine, and teaching the older girls how to use it, sewed it up for me. I was so thankful, because it would have taken me awhile to do it. If I could, though, I'd fix all of the children's school uniforms. I'd give them all new socks and underwear. Many of these kids only have one pair of clothes. They have one school uniform. Their socks have holes in them, in the toes and heels. But, they continue to wear them because it's all they have. If one of my socks gets a hole in it, I toss it out, knowing I can go buy more, and that I have several other pairs. This is a luxury they don't have here.

It's difficult because there is so much to be done here, but I am only one person...one person who is leaving in two days....
Lord, bring people to do the work.  







Wilson slipped his wrist into my bracelet.
I'm so thankful for His presence here. None of us are ever alone.

My sweet Wilson



Precious Stella

A house momma and her biological baby

A house momma and the baby in her charge

Painting the elephant play structure)


Saturday, July 8, 2017

June 26, 2017- Day 9

After devos this morning with the adults/staff, I went and prayed with the women who work at the clinic with Juliana, the American missionary living there. I stood next to Stella, the woman who washes our clothes and sweeps our rooms. I felt like God wanted her to know that she is precious and treasured, loved and wanted, cherished and so very worthy. She seemed a bit downcast as we prayed, and I felt the nudge in my spirit to tell her, but shied away. After we prayed and she walked away, I knew I had to find her and tell her. So, I did. After I told her, I hesitantly asked if I could give her a hug. She seemed angry at my words I'd just shared. She was pensive. When I asked if I could hug her, she turned towards me and drew close. I wrapped my arms around her, but before I even could, she started to cry. It was a humble moment where God used me to encourage someone else.

9:47 p.m.
Evening devotions are long over with now. I think sharing my testimony with the kids went well. My craft went well, too. I think the kids enjoyed making the bracelets that say, "Courage". 

In the shower earlier, while I was all lathered up with soap, the water stopped. It was not flowing out like it should have been. The guys ended up fixing it, but in the time I stood there, soap all over me and in my hair, with no water coming out to rinse off, I wondered what I would do....It makes me thankful for running water and that I don't have to bathe in a bucket. Also, I'm thankful for hot water that, in America, we don't have to light/heat with a flame.

At devos tonight, I requested to sing "Good, Good Father" at worship with the kids. It was beautiful to sing it with them. A line in it says, "You are perfect in all of Your ways to us."I haven't thought about what that verse meant until tonight. God is perfect in all of His ways to me. This means that He will not hurt me or cause me harm. In all of His ways with me, He is perfect, holy, unblemished, pure. I can completely trust Him.

This morning Kyle said my testimony was the best that they have ever heard in Tharaka. Victoria cried. Many on the team said it was their favorite part of the day. I give glory back to you, God.

Tonight before dinner, Jessi brought a plastic plate to be washed. I ended up teaching Dismus how to play Frisbee with it. After a while, Alfie brought out a bunch of real frisbees so we could play Frisbee with the kiddos. It was so much fun!

Giving my testimony in morning staff devos






Kindergarten



Teaching Dismus how to play Frisbee

My favorite photo! Teaching Miss Emily the power of the tutu.



'Ujasiri' is Swahili for 'Courage' 







June 25, 2017- Day 8

Sunday morning. Having church in the chapel with the resident children. Bill and Alfie talked about serving one another and about washing one another's feet. Bill washed Patrick's feet. It was beautiful.

After that, Victoria wanted each child individually prayed for, so we spent some time doing that, praying for whomever we felt lead to pray for. I prayed for Erick, holding him in my arms as he snuggled in to me. Patrick. Wilson. Each so precious. Then, I felt lead to pray for Emily. And I wept, praying hard for protection. She laid her head in my lap ad I stroked her head and her cheek. Maybe my emotions are from PMS, but I'd like to think they're not....

After church, we headed to the waterfall so the kids could go swimming. It was quite a hike/walk to get there, but sooo worth it! It was beautiful! Somewhere along the course of the day, I decided to sponsor Emily. Victoria said she doesn't have many sponsors (each child needs 4 to be fully sponsored). She shared that Emily was living with her grandma, but that her grandma is very sick and close to dying. EOFO is trying to get custody of Emily, because if her grandmother dies before they have custody, she will go into the hands of her grandfather, and that will be very, very bad for her. Perhaps that is why I felt so strongly to pray for protection for her....I pray that EOFO is able to get custody of her....

On the way back from the waterfall, we took the road, rather than cut through the high, itchy grass. It was quiet as we walked. Hand-in-hand with Emily, I asked her if she knew any songs we could sing. Quietly, she said yes. She began to sing "There is power, in the name of Jesus...to break every chain...." I sang with her. When we got to the part about there being an army rising up, tears came to my eyes. We are that army. She is that army. I am that army. We can bring the freedom of Christ to others around us....

After the waterfall, we had lunch. At 2:00, a group came for food distribution. What a humbling experience that was. There was a lady who had lost her fingers to leprosy. Another had a large hole in her face due to cancer. Others were blind. One had lost his leg and his prosthetic leg was broken. This man said he came 9-10 miles to get food. Others came 7 miles or more. They come to get around 30 lbs. of beans and maize that hopefully will last them a month if they ration it out properly. After coming 7 or more miles, they then put their 30 lbs. of food on their backs or heads and then begin the 7 or more miles back home. One blind man who had come 9-10 miles carried his food on his head. And I thought I had things to complain about?

God, let this not just be an experience. Let all I see and hear and do here be forever life-changing.

The people who came today....I wanted to help them carry their food...but I couldn't. Some of them would be walking in the dark, which is not a good time of day. And having food with them makes them very vulnerable....

In church this morning, I loved singing "How He Loves" with my brothers and sisters. Singing to our Baba together is simply amazing.

I give my testimony tomorrow. I think I'll talk about how He is a good Baba-not at all like our earthly parents. And He promises never ever to leave us. He is with us in the hard and dark valley times, and in the good mountain times.

Before dinner tonight, we distributed clothes to the girls and boys who live here at EOFO. After that, we walked 10-15 minutes to Moses's house to visit his grandmother. Moses's story is amazing, with his grandmother playing an integral part. So it was wonderful to get to meet this amazing woman.

Today when we distributed food, while waiting for the gal who is in charge of it to arrive, I had the opportunity to pray for many of the women who came. They all had various pains and I was privileged to pray for them all. The woman, Theresa, with the hole in her face-I felt the Lord wanted her to know that she is beautiful and that there is no shame. Moses was there, so I had him come over and asked him to translate. He did, and when she heard that she was beautiful, a sound came out of her mouth, like a half laugh, that sounded as if she had never been told she was beautiful before, and couldn't believe someone was saying she was. It was as if she didn't believe it. It was the last thing she was probably expecting to hear that day....

Alfie told me a little bit of Purity's story. It's a sad story, but God will get the glory some day. She also told me that many of the girls here have endured female genital mutilation. They go home on breaks from school, and it happens then. Their families shave their heads and force them to work in the fields or on the shambas (farms). I just can't imagine....

Lord, why do you want me here? I have no doubt that you do, but why? What do you want to do here?
Serve one another


She wouldn't let go as we walked to the waterfall.
I didn't want her to....






Bottom of the 'canyon' we hiked down into



Emily



"There is power in the name of Jesus, to break every chain,
break every chain, break every chain...." 

This man walked 9-10 miles on on leg to get food.
He has 2 or 3 sons at EOFO.

Some of the ladies I was privileged to pray for

The other ladies I prayed for

Beautiful Theresa

The lady in front is blind

Precious blind man
"Lord, restore his sight"

Distributing food. A humbling experience



Erick


"Shoo shoo" Grandmother. 

This man is blind and came 9-10 miles to get food

Shoo shoo carrying her food on her back
the 7 or more miles home






Can you image walking 9-10 miles like this man?

Baraka

When I gave her the pair of socks, she just giggled. 
Learning the power of the tutu 



Moses's grandmother's house

Moses and his grandmother

the kitchen

Moses's room is on the right. It's very simple inside. 

Houses and kitchen made of sticks and mud